True Fat kid

4:20pm: Happy Birthday To me.
I made it to 20.
congratulations to me.

I'm going to NYC tonite with nate<3 and ron and hadin and maybe Mike S.
Were leaving at 2:00AM so we get there by 8 or 9 because there is a Pokemon Party were goingto at the Nitendo World place.
its going to be fun.

i hope it will be fun

10:40pm: ugh.
im cold.
im sad.
i hate that hes here right now.
fuck this.
you put me in a bad mood.

2:47pm: I went to a show the other week.

Sworn Enemy
Kataklysm

3:09pm: Im hoping that when spring comes ill be less depressed.

4:52pm: i have finally left the house for longer than 30 min.
im still very unstable.
im walking all funny.
and i ahvent eaten in over a week.
my mouth hurts so bad.
i can't open it. and i can't talk.
i have to work tomorrow.
hah.
good luck with that one.
im going to die.
but i can't call in anymore
my pay check fir next week is going to be SHIT
ugh.
fever is down but im sill getting my ass kicked

4:29pm: "Congradulations You've been accepted to the general studies/liberal arts program at Onodoga Community College"

Well Kids.
Stephanie is going to college next year.
And i can't spell.
This should be fun.

12:28am: i work.
Sleep.
hang out at Teresa's.
go to shows.
get tattooed.(more to come.)
get pierced.(more to come.)
my life is pretty dull.
I'm planning a trip to maine in january.
to see Gordon♥
it's going to be amazing.
I can't wait.
I love him.

7:22am: im cold.
thanksgiving was good.
im Stuffed.
my lip hurts.
and yeah.
everyone is playing taboo.

9:11pm: I have tattoos :]
I got tattos.
yay.
Got em done By jemola(www.myspace.com/kingomean)
at Fine Line tattoo and body piercing
315-420-7458

My left side:



my feet, soon to hanf gummy bears behind them i think :) :



There's also ALOT more to come :]

5:30am: new number.
315-395-6376

And im selling two panic! at the disco tickets.
70 for both.
35 each.
let me know asap.
the show is in rochester on the 17th.

PLEASE HELP ME :]

8:26pm: BAKING!!!!!!
We made 2 cakse,24 muffins, and 24 vagan chocholate cupcakes















i love baking.

3:35pm: im at nick and rorys and its the same as always.
i havent been here in a while. like a week..which is weird.
its rainging out like crazy and ilove it.
i love the view
me and yvonne talked yesturday in the uncomfy comfy chairs in the mall.
her and nick are official now.
its cute. im glad shes happy.
then i started thinking.
and thinking is never good. i hate thinking.
it makes me even more depressed than i already am.
heh.
you know when the clock turns 11:11, you go over railroad tracks and lift your legs, and you see the first star of the night....what do you always do.
you wish.
well i've been wishing on that shit for YEARS and YEARS.
same wish everytime.
i'm goign to say my wish cause it hasnt come true yet.
everytime i fucking wish on something i wish to be happy.
thats right.
it hasnt happend yet.

i'll be happy for like a week or 2 then BAM.
not happy
something happends and im a wreck again.
yeah lame i know.
but argh.
im sick of not being happy.
yeah you're prolly htinking
"but shes always smiling and laughing when i see her"
yeah fuckface its called a mask.

ghey.
i'm sick of people hating me for random Dumbass reasons.
im sick of being alone.
im sick of everything right now.
i cry myself to sleep.
heh.
im sure you're sick of reading this.
i'm sure im going to get some commetns of "its okay i love you dont worry blah blah blah *hearts*"

yeah...
im done.
bye.

6:13pm: wow.
didn't expect this.
i kinda hope i'm wrong with what i'm thinking.
...

7:05pm: im at the mall.
bored.
i kinda have to pee.
but eh.
i had a garlic pretzle and it was amazing.
and there is a cute pretzle guy working there.
its cool.

12:16pm: chicken noodle soup
chicken noodle soup
chicken noodle soup with a soda on the side.

6:33am: im sitting here at keiths.
becky and gary assed out.
i pulled an all nighter with Keith.
right now hes getting his son Trent ready for daycare.
hes making all these cute little noises and sounds and voices to trent.
it is THE cutest thing i have ever heard.
this keith character is the nicest kid alive.
and cute.
tehehe.
i may have a little chrush

2:00am: yay for my feet being done.
it hurt :]
but worth it.
Jemola called me a pansy :[

i am going to tony dANnza tap dance extravaganza tomorrow!!!
w00t.

i have to pee...again.
i pee every 14 minutes i swear.
im not even picking a ranom number for this either.

keith is a cutie :P

7:43am: I'm sitting in gary's apartment,
hes still asleep and im bored
i said i would clean their apartment for them
but i got lazy.
even tho gary said that he would throw me a couple bucks.
last night was fun
played darts.
got assed punched
the usual.
im getting my feet fixed and finished on thursday....tomorrow?!
i believe so i cant wait and there is a kitty kat sneaking up to the computer.
this kat is a bastard i was eating a brownie thing earlier and it kept trying to eat it!
damn you skeletor damn you.

but anyways. i offically own in darts.
thats right.
my arms hurt from writing on this thing cause its a laptop and its on the ground.
lame.
im not going to tony danza tapdance extravaganza anymore `:[:[ i really wanted to but another time.
i guess attitude is playing a show on the 29!!!!
whos excited as fuck"?
stephanie is.
this stupid cat is attacking my arms with its little fuvcking claws.
asshat.

i cant wait for thursday.
im getting the no shit thicker and the oh word is getting fixed then Jemola said he was going to mix the most obnoxious neon pink for my feet ever. so im excited.
tehre are "gourmet roasted barbeque peanuts" sitting in front of me.
ew.

have you ever seen a cat attack a dumbbell?"
well i have.
my whole ass is hanging out right now.
but i dont care.

i can't wait for halloween.
img oing to be the naughty nurse.
its hott.
im going to take care of people haha.
like normal.
but i dont care.

i think thats it.

peace out.

4:51pm: my nose is all itchy cause i was doin g something on the ladder at work and got a bunch of dust in it.
lame.
i want to get pierced tomorrow.
i just might.
3 lip rings? i think so.
getting my halloween costume tomorrow...Naughty nurse baby.

boys are lame.
what else is new.
my tummy hurts.


no one really reads this anyways.

hah.

4:35pm: OKay.
I got my "oh word" at Halo on erie blvd
i got my "no shit" at Fine line in cicero.
i deff reccomend Fine Line.
wayy cheaper
and still good work :]

it hurt yes it hurt more towards my toe area not so much the rest.
im getting more done on them :]

11:13pm: tattoo?


tehehe.
they aren't finshed yet.
but not bad for my 2nd and 3rd tattoo.

5:37pm: So last night i got another tattoo.
i got "Oh word" On my right foot.
i want to get my other foot done tonite, but no one will take me.
i want "No Shit"on it becuase i dont take no shit fromanyone.
hah.
cant wait.
3 tattoos in a month...amazing.

my sister just got her septumdone.
it bled.
it was great.

11:55am: he left this morning.
but it was a good 2 days.
so glad that him and tim came down.
thank you TBS haha.
he gave me a little glow heart necklace and told me that i had to wear it all the time becuase it was a part of his heart.
aw. cheesy, yes..adorkable, Heck yes.
i love it.
im going to wear it even after it stops glowing red.
i want to go to maine now.
that would be cool.
its cheap to get up there too.
hmm...anyone want to go with?

7:30pm: Tomorrow.
Finally.
im excited as fuck.
I hope all goes well.

10:28am: hey, its me Lauren. looks like steph has been logged onto lj on my computer for some time now.

so steph, i love you, paycheck friday plans??? i'll call<3